Saturday, March 31, 2007

3 years back, the good old days

okayy i m sorry guys i know our blog is suppose to be funny and entertaining and wacko and stuff but theres something on my mind and i really need an outlet to let it out so pardon this emotional post of mine okayy.

watching ice princess today reminded me of you.how you used to call me your princess, how you treated me like one, how in that tone of yours you said i behaved like a princess and how in your magical ways you always made me feel like a princess. it's been 3 years since we drifted apart but today all the memories came back to me. i miss you. you dont know this, i never said this, but you mean so much to me. no matter how much things have changed, no matter how much i have changed, you are still that very special someone.all the times we spent together, you always made me feel like myself.i like how things were then, simple, sweet and happy.the tears were nothing,the sacrifices were nothing,the heartaches were nothing,cos you were worth it.and now, looking back i realised how much i have changed,what was it that made me this way. the last conversation we had left you upset at how i have become. i m sorry i disppoint you so much.what has become of that beautiful soul you saw in me.i wish i could turn back time, done things differently and fall in love with you all over again.cos no one can make me feel the way i do except you.words arent enough to describe what i m feeling inside. but now, the seasons have changed,3 years is a lot of time, we dont talk anymore, but i wont forget all the advices you gave me.goodbye my friend.

charlene

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